What a difference a week makes... last week I was so happy with Dante, he was moving back in (temporarily) again, we had a great time at dinner with my friends... then this week, he's already pissed me off to the point where I'm 90% sure I want to ask him for my apartment key back and tell him I never want to talk to him again. I've never reached a point where I even considered not letting him come and go at my apartment whenever he felt like it, even if I wasn't there. Eileen thinks I'll finally clear the hurdle when I start at a new job because I'm stuck in a rut right now. UGH, I'm just so pissed off right now I need to just get my mind off it... think of happier times.

Last week we had dinner with Steve and his girlfriend Linda, Jennifer and her boyfriend Brian and it was so much fun. Of course, everyone has to tease me about my obsession with Justin Guarini - Dante was telling them how I told him: I always thought that whoever I dated in the future would have to deal with Dante being a huge part of my life but if I met/dated Justin, I couldn't talk to Dante anymore because I wouldn't want to hurt Justin. :) (He's so goofy and carefree and innocent and fun - I can't hurt him like that!!) and then he told them about how I have that mix CD in my car and whenever Justin's song came on, I'd tell him each time, "I think this is Justin..." (you guys - he was totally exaggerating!! I'm not that bad!) The funny part was, after dinner when we got into the car, he turned the CD to one of the Justin songs!! There was another song playing and he switched it to 'Be a Heartbreaker'.

Wow - I just realized, last week was just like a vacation or something... I saw/went out with almost all my friends, my boss was gone, Dante and I were having a good time, etc. etc. Now things are back to normal - boss back, drama with Dante, and I'm back to spending most of my evenings at home with nothing to do.

I was watching "It's Good to Be... Brad and Jennifer" last night and their life / spending habits are amazing. Brad Pitt ordered a $75k Mercedes G500 in silver and when it was delivered, he decided he didn't like that color... but Jennifer saw it and she liked it so he gave it to her and ordered another G500, this time in black, for himself. Can you believe that life?? Damn. Oh, and their $20 million paychecks dwindle down to $14 million after paying their agents, managers, business managers, etc... and after taxes its about $6 million net. $6 million!!! One damn movie!